17-2-13

Hi Guys :)

I'm not sure how many if you guys do read my blog and like what I have been writing about but I am really thankful for getting 26 pageviews :) Thank you :D My last post was on Valentines Day so today I am gonna talk more about my valentines day since some of my friends still celebrate it..


I really really wanted to celebrate my Valentine's Day with a special someone.. But I know that he will never celebrate it with me.. I had been liking him since the past 8 months and yet , each day , he is becoming even meaner to me.. On Valentine's , I saw him at the school and we both accidentally looked at each other.. When he saw me , he just kept quiet and carried on eating his food but for me , I walked away fast.. I was and still am afriad of seeing him in personal other than seeing him during CCA.. Sometimes he pisses me off but sometimes , he is just cute the way he is.. Sadly , he is graduating these year.. After that , I wonder whether he will ever come back to My CCA and visit us ? .. Hmm.. Maybe or Maybe Not :/

And today I have a SONG XD : Missing you Cover by Jayesslee

14-02-13

I let my mother tougue classmates know I had a blog !!! OMG no !! I do not want them to know.. Never mind .. Today's Valentine's Day :)  I got my first Valentine's Day present from my bao bei junior :) I actually wanted to celebrate it with my crush but yah ... I'll doubt he evens want to celebrate with me .. I'm actually very sad upon seeing many sweet couples receiving present from their beloved .. Me , I was walking around aimlessly .. I didn't know what I wanted to do and as if I was waiting for someone but as expected that someone didn't appear in front of me .. I ended buying a waffle and also 3 pcs of famous Amos cookie ... But yah I can't blame him .. Am quite sad about it.. I really hope that he will finally understand me and stop scolding me non-stop for my current crush .. And for my new crush to remain as best friends with me .. I don't want to lose a friend .. A close friend . That's all for today :)

13-2-13

Tomorrow , it is going to be Valentine's Day... Most of us will be celebrating Valentine's Day with our partners and a small portion of us will be celebrating it alone .. I will be one of them celebrating it alone .. Last year , I had a chance if celebrating valentine's but I didn't tok it and ending up not celebrating Valentine's... Some of you might think that Valentine's is not a big issue or anything bit to certain girls , it means a lot .. I had thought of being able to celebrate Valentine's with the guy I like this year but I might have to wait till next year .. I'm really hoping to be able to celebrate Valentine's next year. Do you remember in my previous post , I talked about my two friends ? K and D ? They showed me their real faces today ... D is always asking me for help and K is super damn fucked up ... She just keeps acting cute and acting as though she is the most popular girl in class. I was really irritated and I was also very fed up towards them .. I was lucky that I had my most awesome 3N2 seniors to cheer me up .. Even though they do not what my problem is , they always manage to cheer me up . And also Bryan .. Just by texting each other , I can really be happy talking to him :) I think , that will be it today :)

11-12-13

My 2nd Post

I suddenly missed school.. School seems more fun then ever but I still have some backstabbers in my class... There is this two girls , they pretended to be my 'best-friends' but I had always knew that they don't actually like me.. Won't reveal their name but let's name then K and D.. Me and D actually treats K like a normal friend as sometimes we do not like K .. D sometimes like to suck up to others.. And she kind of acccused me of sucking up to them as there is this boy in the class whom almost every hated him but I happen not to really hate him.. Treating him like a normal friend.. I told K and D theat he is actually a nice guy if you know him .. but they rather listen to their own opinion.. I also had some experience of the boys bad attitude but i saw that he changed a little.. Not a lot but still yes , a positive change... Then they started to talk about his past..I went on to agree with them as I knew what he did to me and the others..Nevermind shall no elaborate more on them.. Okay now I have this weird feelings.. Have stopped liking Sheng Yu but still am liking Bryan and yep another guy.. Shall not say his name..  For me and Bryan , things are proceeding pretty well as per normal but when I confessed to the another guy which was somewhere last year , his attitudes changes a lot.. He become quite a changed person towards me .. Nevermind won't really care about that... I really hope my realtionship with Bryan will not change for the worse but stay as we are now or at least change for the better. Hopefully..
Here's a song for you guys to hear.. I actually hated this son g when I first heard it bat as I keep on listening to this song , I found out that there are strong meanings behind this song :) The song is Titanium :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-N2emv41f6E

10-2-13

I just keep chatting with this particularly awesome guy Bryan.. We can just whatsapp each other like it is nobody business and not stopping till it's 1++ am.. He actually helps me in forgetting the guy whom I currently like.. He always brightens up my day.. Always there whenever I feel alone.. But on Friday, I suddenly met my ex-crush.. I suddenly kind of like him again as in my feelings for him came back but I didn't know what to do.. I told Bryan and he really helped me in clearing my thoughts on this.. I really hopes that our friendship will last for eternity..