22-3-13

Today I finally ended CCA early for once :) This week is my holiday but it doesn't seem like a holiday at all.. I have been dumped with homeworks, CCA and also revisions...

1) CCA

My CCA is on every Tuesday, Friday and Saturday. For Tuesday, I had CCA from 7.45 till 6.30 .. But on that day, I actually woke up late >< I ended waking up at 8.30. I quickly took a bath and took a taxi to school. My pocket money flew away >< The taxi trip was $10. Mind you , I could have had my lunch at Pizza Hut >< But it was fine :) I ended having to do 20 push ups. It was quite little compared to the number amounts of push ups I have done during November-December holiday. Remembering the amount of push ups I have done really make my hand pain >< But I can only blame it on myself.. Who asked me not to do things properly ? But on Tuesday we had to help our seniors by lunch back to school as our Conductor do not want us to eat outside.. So practically the non-syf band had to quickly buy back lunch for our seniors. But to our dismay after we came back with our lunch , they still haven't ended rehearsals so we had to wait for them.. It was really a long wait of up to an hour.. Since some of us were too hungry including me XD we went on and eat first with a guilty feeling. It was kind of a pity for our seniors who only had up to an 15 min to eat. So they were actually quite fast in gobbling down their foods. And everyone almost ate the same thing : Chicken Rice. The only difference was that some was Halal and some wasn't. Today the same thing happened again. But worse. Since the non-syf bad can be dismissed at 12, we actually helped our seniors in buying food again but this time, I had to buy more. Instead of buying three packets o Tuesday, I ended up buying 11 packets today. Of which 6 are for my section and 5 for some others. This time round, we knew that it is going to take a longer time for the seniors to be released so we took our own sweet time. The total was $23.50 for 11 packs of chicken rice. That is considered to be cheap. When we reach school as expected, seniors was still not released. They were finally released at 12.15 which was 35 min after we came back from buying their lunch. But pity them, they only had approximately 5 mins to eat their lunch as they had to leave for Nan Hua. But I was actually happy today as he finally uttered a word of thanks to me. And to me that was heavenly.

2) The thing I guess everyone dreads the most : HOMEWORKS !!
Who really likes to do homeworks ? For me, I seriously hate it to the most. I don't find it useful to us in anyways. In homeworks , questions is really easy but when it comes to exams. Homework is needed at all. The questions are at least 10 times harder sighs... I haven't even started on mine sighs.. Writer blocks.. Dk what to write lol.. Good Bye my readers :)

17-3-13

Sorry for not posting since a long time >< Was busy with school..
A lot of things have happened recently.. My crush keeps getting more and more emo.. It kinds of breaks my heart seeing him that way.. I wanted him to smile and I'll do anything for him just to smile genuinely and happily for at least a year.. This year he is sitting for his major exam yes it might make him stressed out .. but I just can't take seeing him that emo.. Sighs.. For me, I started writing a book on WattPad titled : I'm Not Ready.. It is somekind of a normal werewolve finding an Alpha.. Hope you guys can support me :) It is only in chapter 1.. I'm going to release a chapter once every week :) Might also be writing on a book based truly on my experience :) Will keep you updated on the title.. I'm actually doing all this just so that he can get out of mind.. Yes I might sound like a overly heels over head girl in love but it's just that I can't stop it.. My friendship problems keep getting worser.. Sometimes I just want to get out of school.. There aret oo many of them double-faced.. Those who I can truly trust with my secrets are only limited.. I can only trust a handful.. Bryan, Ryan and Janelle.. All of them are my primary school friends.. compared to my Secondary school friends they are much better.. In school I might look like a seriously happy girl with no problems in my life.. nut at night before I sleep I will always cry myself to bed.. It's getting wroser these days knowing that my seniors going to graduate anytime soon.. It is going to feel weird not being able to sense their prescence anymore.. Knowing that those 3 seats are not going to be occupied by my seniors anymore instead my juniors.. It is kinda of scary realizing that I am not a junior anymore.. That I have a responsibilty over my juniors and that I have to lead them... It is scary how that by the end of this year I would have to sit for the exam that have a high chance of determining my course of life..

3-3-2013

Many things have happened since I last posted in this blog.. Exams come and go so do life.. I was really disapointed with the results I had obtained.. It really sucks.. THat was the first time in History i really felt like crying in class but managed to control letting a tear or 2 flow down my face. Same goes for cross country.. I really wanted to get into the top 50 but wasn't able to .. I tried even harder then last year.. Jogging all the way not even stopping once but yah.. I failed.. With my crush life.. It's getting even worser.. I just can't kcik him out of my head.. He keeps appearing in my head 24 hrs straight.. Be it when I'm sleeping or even awake.. But in just a few more months, he is gonna leave this school.. Then , I really wonder whether we can ever cross path ever again..
A song to summarise this whole blog post for today..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lInn25bY-Hs