17-3-13

Sorry for not posting since a long time >< Was busy with school..
A lot of things have happened recently.. My crush keeps getting more and more emo.. It kinds of breaks my heart seeing him that way.. I wanted him to smile and I'll do anything for him just to smile genuinely and happily for at least a year.. This year he is sitting for his major exam yes it might make him stressed out .. but I just can't take seeing him that emo.. Sighs.. For me, I started writing a book on WattPad titled : I'm Not Ready.. It is somekind of a normal werewolve finding an Alpha.. Hope you guys can support me :) It is only in chapter 1.. I'm going to release a chapter once every week :) Might also be writing on a book based truly on my experience :) Will keep you updated on the title.. I'm actually doing all this just so that he can get out of mind.. Yes I might sound like a overly heels over head girl in love but it's just that I can't stop it.. My friendship problems keep getting worser.. Sometimes I just want to get out of school.. There aret oo many of them double-faced.. Those who I can truly trust with my secrets are only limited.. I can only trust a handful.. Bryan, Ryan and Janelle.. All of them are my primary school friends.. compared to my Secondary school friends they are much better.. In school I might look like a seriously happy girl with no problems in my life.. nut at night before I sleep I will always cry myself to bed.. It's getting wroser these days knowing that my seniors going to graduate anytime soon.. It is going to feel weird not being able to sense their prescence anymore.. Knowing that those 3 seats are not going to be occupied by my seniors anymore instead my juniors.. It is kinda of scary realizing that I am not a junior anymore.. That I have a responsibilty over my juniors and that I have to lead them... It is scary how that by the end of this year I would have to sit for the exam that have a high chance of determining my course of life..